A Million Little Moments
Most of us don’t remember the one moment when we decided to settle for this life.
There was no thoughtful pondering of this profound life altering trajectory.
It wasn’t one big well thought out decision.
We didn’t weigh the pros and cons.
We don’t remember the moment we stopped dreaming.
The moment we bought the story that the life we wanted was meant for someone else.
The moment we let all the ‘shoulds’ that we are taught and conditioned to dictate our plans.
The moment that robbed us of our truth, disconnected us from our inner knowing, our wisdom,
Because it wasn’t one moment…..
It was a million little moments…..
A million tiny, almost imperceptible decisions…
A million messages from outside us….
Internalized…
So subtle…
It makes sense then that one day we wake up and wonder…
How is this my life?
And as I write this I feel your pain and mine for what we lost.
But the beauty doesn’t lie in reviewing what was lost.
It’s in the knowing from the losing that the magic happens.
Because we have important work to do in this world.
The same person (you and me) that made the million tiny decisions. (so many of which were prompted by what we’ve been conditioned to believe we ‘should’ do)
The very same person that made each of those decisions, mostly unconsciously.
Is the very person that can turn it all around.
Imagine, what you could do, when you (not your conditioning) make conscious and intentional decisions.
Imagine tapping back in to your deep inner wisdom, the knowing part of you that is always there.
Imagine zooming out from your life, for just a moment, so you can clearly see YOUR truth.
It’s a million little moments, that created today.
It will be a million little moments that create tomorrow.
There will always be so many opinions and inputs on what we ‘should’ do.
But in the end, it’s you that decides.
If we get to pick, (which we do btw) why not make it something good?
XO,
Ramona
P.S. I believe in you, I love you and I hope this message reaches whomever is meant to receive it.
